Found out that a friend of mine from college died at the start of this month and I hate it. He was in the year below me and he was only 32 and a genuinely nice dude and god that's so young and I haven't spoken to him in years and I am never going to speak to him ever again ever.
I hate this. I don't know how he died and I don't really want to be all insensitive and ask.
I want everybody I have ever met to live long and happy lives. I want to know that you are out there somewhere in the world. Meeting new people and bringing whatever you have to bring to new and interesting situations.
God I hope you fell in love, I hope you found happiness, I hope you surrounded yourself with many friends. 32 is so fucking young. Can't believe you're dead.
I wish I had been kinder. Wish I had checked in. Now I never will and absolutely fuck this.
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