Sunday, 22 February 2026

Sunday 22nd February 2026

I did spring cleaning and now my space doesn't look like a depression nest.

Couple of little jobs left but most of the big stuff is done.

I feel like, now what?

It was good for my brain to clear out all my shit, it improved my ability to think/executive function because I've been able to do some things that I would normally need a list for.

It's good for my self efficacy too because half the reason why it was such a mess is because I felt like I just couldn't deal with it right now and then cleaning it all up is the opposite, it is dealing with it, right now.

Guess I just get to enjoy the fruits of my labour? Just carry on pulling at all the other disorganised threads I find? I'm not sure.

I think I need some income, so I guess I can go search for that.

I need to chase desire. I need to dream. That's how I make change.

Stuck in my head: The Good Fight by Hope of the States

Reading: Thornhedge by T. Kingfisher

Sunday 22nd February 2026

I did spring cleaning and now my space doesn't look like a depression nest. Couple of little jobs left but most of the big stuff is done...