Mantras for not acting crazy about my art projects:
I will not freak out about preparing for my workshop
I will not stay up until 5 in the morning.
I will be fully rested and normal.
I will do a normal amount of work.
There will be no self loathing and last minute segments cutting into my sleep time.
It will be fine and normal and I will be fine and normal and not obsessively cutting up bits of foam.
This year is the year. I will pack my kit at a regular time of day and not 3am.
I can absolutely do this. I will not panic. Whatever I forget to pack or prepare will just have to suffice or be rectified on the day or in the morning (after several hours of sleep! Like at least 6 hours!).
I am going to be fine and I will have a nice day and not a shitty day. There is nothing to be afraid of.
I already did the scariest thing I had been avoiding for years. I can handle this.
Today is going to be a good day. This workshop is about loving all of yourself. It's about being the fantasy version of myself for one day. It's about customising and getting creative.
Today I will pack my kit and eat regular meals and then start to tidy up my crap.
Ya gal is going to be healthy. I am going to be integrated and there will be no intrusions and if there are I am wise enough, experienced enough to handle them.
Stuck in my head: Benim için üzülme by Bergen
Reading: The Farthest Shore by Ursula K Le Guin
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